Gotta Check Myself Because I'm Wrecking Myself

Who'da thunk I would start blogging again? God knows nothing is going on in my life worth witing about, and that's exactly the reason I want to get back into this. I'm only being slightly hyperbolic when I say I feel like I'm dying.
I saw where one of my old Art Institute professors works at SCAD Atlanta. I think I already knew that, but seeing it on the computer screen made it hit home. Thing is, she sucked. Not to disparage teachers, but she really did teach because she couldn't cut it as a pro. But I'm going to stop this ragging on others when it's really me I hate.
BTW, I'm swift keying this from my Nook tablet instead of a laptop or desktop. I just find that fascinating.
"Find what you love and the money will follow." Well that only works if you have a passion for something. If I could figure how to get paid for reading blogs about cell phones and cars maybe I would have a chance, but until then my future doesn't appear too promising. I don't have the confidence to go it as a photographer again, not that I would want to. The logical step would be to teach, but then I'm looking at at least a Masters. I haven't even finished my BA, and with no hope of financial aid it doesn't appear that's ever going to happen. So this is my tragic desperation. It's a vicious cycle and I'm ready to get off.